MY LIFE WHY HIJAB

Sometimes it's easy to say what people must to do rather than do it by yourself. When you had realize the reality that you have to face it or it's depend on you to do what you want to do.I never realize that i had the point in my life that will make the change on me. For long time a go i was waiting something happen to me or an angel fall from heaven to solve my problem. It's take a long time, consideration and effort to pursue myself to do what i really want to do.

It's start by wearing hijab or veil, scraf ... whatever you want to say as long as it's cover your boobs. It's happen so fast when my lecturer (Mr. Zainal) said to me that something that you choose will be take responsibilities in the final judgement. Ya, i know that, but i never really meant it. It's only in my mind but never be in my action. I was using mini clothes as hot pants and shirt for my wrestling outfit (i always use one piece inside them) and it's always make me uncomfortable. It's because deep in my heart i know that the boys always staring at me all the time, and it's not good for me. Like when your teacher watching over you in the final examination and ridiculously seems to pop up their eyes at you.

That was long and hard night when i was in my final decision that i need to do it. Since i really don't know when there is the time for me to use it. We could be die before we can actually use it and ask forgive to Allah Swt alla. It's really important to me cause the whole world the one that can make me believe something and ask something is the one and only Allah Swt alla. and i was decide it. I wearing hijab.

It's something that i really want to do since my second grade of high school. But the Satan always whispering me to not to do that. I really want to do it after finish high school but i never had courage. It's always be in the list of to do year in my wish list new year. But finally, it happen.

I was wearing hijab right now and so do some of the muslim wrestler in Indonesia. Somehow deep in their wrestler girl heart they want to do it. I know.